Doubts filled my mind pedaling up the Old Teton Highway on the last ascent of the 2017 Around the Rock Ride. With over 140 miles and around 6,000 feet of climbing already completed, my legs were on fire, the gears too big, and I just couldn’t turn the cranks. Sensing possible cramping, I had to get off and push my bike up the sections registering between a ten and twelve percent incline on the Garmin. It wasn’t how I imagined myself completing the ride, and it certainly won’t be remembered by the Fitzgerald’s crew as one of the best times. However, this event was a personal victory for me.
The whole affair began at 6:00 A.M. This year around 40 participants registered to ride. Most of the cyclists participating in this friendly competition had previously completed the loop around the Grand Tetons, were all more seasoned ultra-endurance cyclist’s than I, and had youth on their side. In fact, this was my first “race” in twenty-six years. Sponsored by Fitzgerald’s Bikes and attended by Salsa Cycles, this event is underrated, but when word gets out I’m sure it will go down as one of the premier mixed-surface gravel rides in America because of its level of difficulty and incredible scenery. Fitzgerald’s dubs it, “An Annual Ride of Passage.”
Other facts about the ride are the following: it begins and ends in Victor, Idaho at Fitzgerald’s Bike Shop; the loop is 154-miles long; if you should choose to participate, you will complete over 8,900 feet of climbing in a day; the loop goes around the Grand Tetons and through the park; the scenery is breathtaking; the event is entirely self-supported (you navigate, take all your own supplies, and are expected to be 100% responsible for all aspects of your well-being and safety); it takes between nine and twelve hours to complete depending on your level of fitness, experience, and skill; the only prizes for completing the ride are cheers from other participants when you finish and free beer. (The cheers, heart-felt congratulations, high-fives, and knuckle bumps were all I took in.)
Here are a few insights I gained through this life-changing experience:
- What I’m doing, my 12-step challenge, works well for me; most of all, I enjoy an abundance of energy and seemingly super-human recovery rates. Conventional wisdom is that you’re not supposed to be able to do this kind of crap at my age. I’m fifty, returned home at 11:00 P.M. from an ultra-endurance cycling event, was up at 6:00 A.M. the next morning for more than one hour of farm chores, do not hurt, and feel ready to start training again tomorrow. Is the balanced intake of nutrients from The Daily Dozen responsible? Is it the absence of meat, dairy, and other highly refined foods in my diet? Yoga? What about my overall lifestyle? The love and support of a dear friend and my immediate family? All of the above? It has been suggested to me that a low inflammation diet and lifestyle provide the energy and recovery rates I’m feebly attempting to describe. My intuition tells me that although diet plays the biggest role in accounting for these phenomena, other factors (yoga, support, rest, etc.) certainly have a role in this too.
- Making a big commitment public and soliciting support from others helps you to accomplish ambitious goals. Originally, I announced my intentions to do this “ride of passage” to my wife and son. Then, I informed my students and coworkers at school of my plans. Last but not least, I posted my goal on this blog. Although I’m sure that people are inherently good and would not criticize me for failing to follow through with it all, I felt the weight of all that accountability. This form of healthy peer pressure inspired me to finish the ride when I the thought of quitting briefly entered my mind. Likewise, making your goals public will attract like-minded people who will support you. One of my sources of inspiration and mentor, a long-time best friend, supported my dream. An experienced endurance cyclist himself, he planned on completing the ride with me in order to provide encouragement and moral support. After competing in the Rockwell Relays in Southern Utah, a grueling road cycling event in its own right, he was injured. Don surprised me by offering to drive me to and from the event, paying for my expenses, checking in on me at various points in the ride, and doing the last big climb with me.
- I’m still learning how to be in the moment and celebrate. I was one of the last athletes to finish, and before coming in I analyzed my performance, trying to plan how to do it better next time. This was a mistake! The other finishers were amazing, supportive, and provided me with the gift of their praise. This, in turn, reminded me to savor the experience of the ride. To just celebrate is what I most need to take with me from this ride. For those like me attempting to recover from unhealthy perfectionist tendencies, learning this life-lesson is a must.